I have no idea why.
2 competitions are coming up and dun really have the mood to fight. Damn blood slack this week.Plus the competition is in 2 days.
I have the "I really want to win this competition" mood during the shinwa kai open.
Maybe because I am sick?
Seeing how the other girls fight so well makes me feel depress.
oh well.
Maybe the another reason why I feel depress is because I have no money.
My sister owes me $832 and she is has no money to return me at ALL.
PLUS SHE PROMISE TO RETURN ME THE MONEY AFTER THE END OF AUGUST.
NO MONEY as in wallet ZERO cent. STAY AT HOME AND EAT HOME FOOD.
I have only 9 bucks in my bank and my pay is like only going to come after dunno how many days.
Few days back, I got so blood pissed and I think evil flooded my brain [lol] that I just went up to her randomly and strangle her.
then push her onto the bed and cry "WHEN THE FUCK YOU GOING TO RETURN ME MY MONEY! I GOT NO MONEY TO EAT ALL YOUR FAULT!" and grab her shirt and pull her up and down.
no joke.
after a while when I felt better, I stop strangling her I went back reading my comics.hahahahaha. I guess I just needed to vent my anger.
I will just end this post with a photo related to this post.

The sinster karate-ka.